A’S ARE FINALLY OVER.

UH’HUH OHYEAH.

*dancearoundnaked.

Will update soon, PROMISE! (:

I like caramel milk tea.

I’m so drama haha.

Look who gave me a heart!

Yaeye yaye. I happy :D

 

That was it.

I met Mr Superman and I thought wow,

This is it.

And then it came

“There’s somthing you should know but I’m sure I’m ready to tell you”

At that moment I knew,

That was it.

 

 

Too good to be true, as always.

Eh, two years alr.

THANK YOU ALL FOR KEEPING ME SANE.
NANA LOVESSSSSSS YOU.
MWAH

 

Superman.

possibly maybe <3

 

Because I can’t study tonight.

Hi

Hello :D

have a nice day! I just POPed!

Thank you, I’ll try. And congratulations (:

NANA ! do you know do you know? i love you! haha. study hard. be strong. SHAR LOVES LOVES eh!

Aww thanks Shar! (:

HIHI NANA I DUNNO IF THIS WORKS BUT YOU SAID THIS WOULD MAKE YOU HAPPY SO IM DOING IT. TAKE CARE M’DEAR DONT BE SAD I LOVE YOU YOU KNOW YOU CAN ALWAYS COME AND TALK TO ME ANYTIME K ONE MORE WEEK TO A’S THEN ITS LIBERATION HANG IN THERE K AND WE’LL GO CITY PLAZA ETC TO SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP LOTS LOTS LOTS OF LOVE FROM BLINGBLINGBOB <3

Haha hello Bob! Thank you so much! This made me smile. Its one more week to A’s and I’m scared shit. But I’m still here blogging. Haha shoot me please. Can’t wait for this to end and we can go shoppinggggg. Wohoo yaye yaye.

Write to me <3

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AHHA :D

I’ve got mail!
I went to check my inbox and I saw this :

you’re a sweetheart ! & YOU are really pretty !
xo. n’tima

OMG. I’M SERIOUSLY SUPER FLATTERED.

S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y

SHE THINKS I’M PRETTY!

 HAHA. GOSH N’TIMA TOTALLY MADE MY DAY.

Okay, lets see if this works.
If you guys wanna send me a love(or hate) note you can do so here

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Yaye, make me happy? (:

 

I need the toilet.

Fuck you Khirman.

Okay, back to work.

Hello Anisa, if you ever see this, I just want you to know that you’re really something and I like you, alot. (:

If you can pronounce correctly every word in this poem, you will be speaking English better than 90% of the native English speakers in the world.

Dearest creature in creation,
Study English pronunciation.
I will teach you in my verse
Sounds like corpse, corps, horse, and worse.

You have no idea.

This brought back memories. You have no idea.

How do you heal a broken heart?

Cry. And cry more. And get really really sad. Get angry. And then slowly learn not to care. I say lots of tears and time would do the trick.

The thing about life that I’ve learned is that you’re going to get hurt. You’re going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. You’re going to suffer some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. you feel like you’re alive again. Life just kind of restarts.

 

Brother’s shirt.

Sheeps.

So much have changed. I was reading my archives and haha, no more mr policeman. Okay, he was never even there in the first place. I was just so full of myself thinking he was mine even before anything started. But well, he’s probably one guy I’d never regret opening to. I guessed he did change me for the better. So yaye.

(blahblahblah next!)

My blog is getting really boring and I’m sorry. Prelims are over. We’re in the middle of getting back our results. And so I guess it is about time that my blog/social life is boring. Cos if it’s not, please please shoot me.

Okay. I’m becoming really random and jumpy recently.

Bye.

Mwah.

She thinks she getting better but really; she’s just used to the pain.

I like it when I’m alone because I don’t have to pretend that I’m okay.

I’ve never fallen so hard for someone in such a short period of time. And even though I promised myself I wouldn’t risk the chance of getting hurt again, for some reason when I’m with you, it all seems worth it.

Well, at that time it was. I never thought I’d end up getting hurt by you.

It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

And I know I shouldn’t hold on to the hope that you’ll ever apologize. Plus, it may be too late to apologize, but I’d still like to hear you try.

Khirman, you really destroyed me. I only wish you knew.

My sassy girl.

Where is the line between romantic and delusional? And when do we know we’ve crossed it?

Because I said so.

My tumblr is getting more hits than my wordpress. Haha. I don’t know if I should be happy or sad.

I’ve changed the layout cos I got really bored of my old one. I don’t really like it but it’s something new and decent so I guess I’ll have to get used to this until I find a new one.  Let me know if you like it yeah?

Anyhow, follow me on twitter if you want to :D

 

 

 

Oh and by the way, there’s always two sides to a story. Just thought you should know. (:

Thank you Ele, thank you so much.

What do you do when everything is taken away from you? When there’s nothing else you can hold on to, not even hope? What happens when you have nothing else to live for?

What do you do?

 

 

Then you fight within yourself and struggle to find a reason to live for. Fight like hell. I’ve been there, where you feel there is nothing anchoring you down to this life. Try. Try to find anything. Initially it seems that there is absolutely nothing. Nothing. Absolutely nothing worth living for. And then you see it. I saw it. I saw it in my mother’s and my sisterbrother’s precious hearts. And suddenly you know, you’ve got your reasons right in front of you. Be strong <3

My girls.

Shopping after prelims feels so so sooo good.

Leonie, Fiona, Felicia, Nana.

Fi fi fi! You’re my wallpaper (:

fioNAbilah <3

Haha alright, the rest of the pictures are with Fiona but her Vaio is still under maintainence so I can’t get the pictures from her. Aww. Nyeh, goodnight! (:

My long post.

Okay, it’s about time I updated my blog!

Well firstly, a big Holla to all my loyal readers of nuratikahnabilah.wordpress.com! I went to check my statcount and guess what; I didn’t lose THAT many readers from the lack of updates. So, thank you all for uhm, reading my un-updated dust collecting blog haha. You guys rocks :D 

I’ve been spending alot of time with Joylau lately. Nyeh, just wanna say that I’m so blessed to have such a friend like her. Oh, and she bought me Havianas slippers so, yaye yaye! *big fat smile*

And also to Fiona Thia! Thank you for answering my calls and listening to my incoherent ramblings about anything, everything and nothing! You have no idea how much those calls really helped me get through the day. I love you twinny (:

And here’s the letter Fiona wrote to me. It’s so cute! Fi’s not that kinda person who writes letters so I’m really honoured that she wrote me one (: Just look at the envelope and everything. SO TOTALLY CUTE. ^^

I have a thing for the words ‘hello’ and  ’sexy’ (not that I think I’m sexy or anything) so when I saw hello sexy I was uber happy. Like over the moon happy!

Miffi head! :D

And here are all the stickers/small gifts I’ve been receiving from my oh-so-wonderful friends!

This is like the cutest ever. Look at it just look at it! From Eddy! 

Gift from Shah! :D He said the smiley face reminded him of me. Aww.

Smiley stickers to cheer me up, from Dian (:

Half the heart! The other half is with Dian of course. It’s beautiful. I love it. It’s amazing how something so small, so simple can make me so happy. I THAT easy to satisfy (: Thanks Di!

Thanks Fi, Di, Shah for everything! So here’s to my 3 favourite people in RJ, cheers to all the memories we’ve shared and to the many many more to come (:

Here are some pictures of my meet-up with the MG girls! I was uber happy that all seven of us managed to meet for dinner that day. Jia’s in poly, Iris and Char in AC, Rach in CJ, Jilly in HC and Huierh in UK. It was a miracle that we all managed to squeeze in some time that day! We went to Ion for fishandco and watched Dance flick which totally sucked D:

Jilly baby! My sitting partner in Sec 3 and 4!

Left to Right:
Iris, Jilly, Me, Huierh, Rach, Char, Jia

 

I went throught the first two weeks of prelims with a big fat flu. Which was really annoying cos I tried my best not to blow my nose out and distract the other students but my sniffing did as much damage. So yes, I’m sorry you guys had to listen to me sucking my mucus back into my system. Very, very glam. Plus, I kept running out of tissue paper but I was too busy finishing up the papers that I didn’t have time to go to the loo to get more toilet paper. Yup, it was THAT bad. But I’ve since recovered and I can finally say that I’m able to breathe properly! Yaye me.

Oh and btw, my brother was in hospital for a day for his knee operation. Heh, I’ve never seen Asnawi so vulnerable before. Now that he’s on crutches, he’s been ordering us around. Grr, I feel like his personal maid. I still love him very much though (:

Aizat? Well, he’s the same. I’m very proud that he managed to fast and train at the same time. I’ve been there, done that. And boy, it ain’t easy. He’s looking more and more like my boyfriend. :D

Went to buka with Khai on Friday at FarEast and it was the best day with him ever! The whole day was totally unplanned and exciting. We ate beside to makcik that started talking to Khai who was being friendly to them (as usual). They offered us their dates and even gave Khai the unfinished food left. One of the makcik even fed me! Haha. Like really scooped up the rice and fed me. No joke. We talked about the fasting month, their kids and what not. They even paid for our meal! Two complete strangers. How awesome it that.

We headed down to Geylang! Khai brought me around cos he knew the place outsidein,insideout. He even suggested that I henna my hand and paid for it :O Omg, so sweet right. Ah, bliss. 4 years of friendship and counting! (:

I know I’m not supposed to do this, but at that time I didn’t know so yeah. Star (:

 

I know I’m late but, Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim friends! Here are some pictures I took with my phone cos my camera is a gonner.

Yaye okay! I think I’m about done updating. My life is pretty boring now that A’levels is less that two months away. Oh the horror. I’m still trying very hard to keep the studying momentum going. It’s really hard and tiring to keep up you know. I’ve never studied/want to study so hard ever! Not even for O’levels.

But I’ve had the support from my family, Dion, Joy, Wei, Pathy and alot alot of other friends who still keep me sane during this period of my life. I don’t know what I’ll ever do without you :D

So, thank you and goodnight everybody!

Mwah.

PS. Dion, you still owe me icecream ;)

I’m alright, I’m okay.

She’s hurt; mentally and emotionally. But everyday, she walks outside with a smile on her face, because that’s just who she is; the girl who never stopped smiling.

I’m fine. It’s just raining in my eyes. (: